Well time keeps moving. The sooner you learn that (and like really learn it, and conceptualize it not just be like "well duh lol!!!"), the sooner you can get to building your life up.
One day you'll be in your 40s, working some s*** ass entry level job because your parents won't be around to support you any longer, and youll have basically no credentials from either job hopping between other entry level jobs, or just being unemployed, and you'll wonder how things are so wrong and unfair. You'll notice people your age in crazy positions like CEOs, big time engineers, lawyers, managers in charge of big stuff that get paid really well and have very fulfilled lives, and you'll wonder even more about how this happened and why you couldn't do it.
Then you'll be 60, still working those s***ty jobs, but now you're older and less capable. You may have health issues that need addressed, but you can't address them because you either have poor insurance, or you can't afford to see a Dr. Because your job isn't that lenient about giving you time off when you need it, or you can't afford it, or whatever.
At those points in your life, it's basically too little too late to do anything about it. There's no career program for 50 year olds. You get all that s*** figured out in your 20s or 30s, or you're f***ed. Plain and simple.
I would implore you to go work at a factory so you can see first hand the types of people I'm talking about. People stuck in a cycle of mediocrity and refusing to see a way out. Don't let that be you forever!!!
People with full grey or white hair go to college as a full or part time student to reinvent themselves by the truckload
Why dont you just do some random ass degree and live off student loan like the rest until you graduate and then get into it. It's literally foolproof and has less risk than anything else in life
What type of jobs should I apply for? no interviews yet except fedex
Just do construction
It’s a nightmare in my experience, I never graduated and have been waiting tables for 5 years. It’s rough as f*** out there. But tbh as long as you don’t really spend money and can survive, the rest is noise, just do what keeps you sane. Do what u gotta do 💯